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  ALL THE LINES TO CROSS

  Ashish Rastogi

  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  All the lines to cross

  An Elephant with a Flat Tire | Prologue

  Chapter 1: Break a Leg | Jon

  Chapter 2: Vacation Short Circuit | Sharon

  Chapter 3: The Wait Is Killing | Jon

  Chapter 4: Operation Fix Him Up | Sharon

  Chapter 5: Where Is My Doctor? | Jon

  Chapter 6: Man Child | Sharon

  Prescription for Dr. Sharon Wells:

  Chapter 7: The Last Man I Want | Sharon

  Chapter 8: Fanning the Spark | Jon

  Chapter 9: Then There Was a Kid | Sharon

  Chapter 10: Tickle the Butterflies | Jon

  Chapter 11: Am I Silly? | Sharon

  Prescription for Dr. Sharon Wells

  Chapter 12: Rising Temperatures | Sharon

  Chapter 13: Her Magic Wand | Jon

  Chapter 14: A Plan | Sharon

  Chapter 15: Baby Steps | Jon

  Chapter 16: A Boy Threatened | Jon

  Chapter 17: Heart to Heart | Sharon

  Chapter 18: First Kiss | Jon

  Chapter 19: The Storm Within | Sharon

  Chapter 20: For the Memories | Sharon

  Chapter 21: Tackled and Sacked | Jon

  Chapter 22: What Is Best For Us? | Sharon

  Chapter 23: Different Roads To Take | Sharon

  Chapter 24: Misery at Home | Jon

  Chapter 25: I Don't Need Your Charity | Sharon

  Chapter 26: Pining | Jon

  Chapter 27: The Limp Does It | Sharon

  Chapter 28: Back to the Start | Sharon

  Chapter 29: The Negotiation | Jon

  Chapter 30: The Coffee Date | Sharon

  Chapter 31: A Fresh Start | Jon

  Chapter 32: What Next? | Sharon

  Chapter 33: Happy Zone | Jon

  Chapter 34: Ecstasy | Sharon

  Chapter 35: One More Time | Jon

  Chapter 36: Blow Up | Jon

  Chapter 37: Meet the Family | Sharon

  Chapter 38: The AS Jon | Jon

  Chapter 39: Payback | Sharon

  Chapter 40: Going Viral | Jon

  Chapter 41: The Hearing | Sharon

  Chapter 42: Sucker Punch | Jon

  Chapter 43: Rejection | Sharon

  Chapter 44: An Earful | Jon

  Chapter 45: What Can a Camera Say? | Sharon

  Chapter 46: A Camera Never Lies | Jon

  Chapter 47: Running Away | Sharon

  Chapter 48: Remorse | Jon

  Chapter 49: The Confession | Jon

  Chapter 50: Broken Arm | Sharon

  Chapter 51: How Do I Go On? | Jon

  Chapter 52: The Comeback | Jon

  Prescription for Dr. Sharon Wells

  Chapter 53: The Apology | Sharon

  Chapter 54: Kung Fu Fighting | Jon

  Chapter 55: A Game to Remember | Sharon

  Acknowledgments

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  About the Author

  Love catches you off guard, in unexpected places,

  and on the wrong foot.

  Willing you to take the leap, to embrace it or lose it all.

  Would you cross the threshold?

  Overcoming your fear of pain and loss

  To run across the lines drawn in your life's playground.

  An Elephant with a Flat Tire

  Prologue

  BANG!

  The steering wheel wobbles forcing me to grab it tighter and holding on for dear life as the SUV sways sideways. My foot slams on the brake to bring the vehicle to a halt. Not before billions of brain-blowing bits of terror while I maneuver and move the truck to the service lane. The screeching sound adds to the acoustic effects. The Rover stops, I take a few minutes to calm down and steady my breath. With a pounding heart, I get down to inspect the damage.

  "Whip. The. Fundament." My eyes trace the tire marks on the highway.

  Damn! A flat tire at this hour. The time on my mobile reads 5 p.m. It will be dark soon. A deep breath escapes my pursed lips as I survey the surroundings. Tall trees line up on both sides of a long winding road. Not a soul in sight. The trees filter out the last hurrah of the sun for the day—the orange, red and pink splattered all over the sky. The wind is cold. I adjust my hair and tighten my faux fur hood parka coat.

  What am I supposed to do now? The tension of the drive is exhausting. The nervousness started, right from the time Tom offered to lend his remodeled SUV to travel to Hartford for a patient's wedding. I had never driven such a huge vehicle. The excitement got the better of me. How could I refuse to drive this beast of a truck?

  Throughout the drive, I kept praying to avoid heavy traffic on the way. You may ask why I agreed in the first place.

  The offer was too tempting to refuse. Oh yes, lest I forget, driving a variety of vehicles is one major item on my bucket list. Please don't confine me to the loony bin if you ever come across this list-it includes a ship and a fighter plane too.

  The gentle hum of the SUV gliding on the highway should have calmed me down. In the last two days, I have driven this vehicle for over a hundred miles. The ride from Boston should have acclimatized my mind and taken care of all the worry. Yet, here I am, all worked up.

  Contrary to what you might think, this isn't my first drive. Five years of experience driving different kinds of vehicles make me better than a novice. I should mention most of that experience is on two wheels. A Harley Davidson. Now please don't judge me—I am not a biker girl burning tar in leather jackets with a biker gang. This transition from a two-wheel drive to a beast of a truck was enticing.

  The moment I stepped into Tom's customized Rover, the smell of the new vehicle made me swoon and I could not say no. Another one of my addictions. Ok, sorry for boring you with this, when there is a more pressing matter. Guess it must be the sheer size of the vehicle and the speeds of the interstate working on my nerves. Or a premonition that something bad was about to happen. Darn, why did I say it now!

  To avoid any further panic, I need to start my breathing exercises. Gosh, why do those memories flood me every time I am anxious? The click-clack of the heels hitting the ground as I pace back and forth near the SUV does not help. They are the only sounds on this lonely stretch of the road. The reverberations are like a timer about to set something off. What's wrong with me? It's not like I have post-traumatic stress disorder. Or, maybe it is. You be the judge.

  Have you ever taken a ride on an elephant? Maybe not, but please try to understand my predicament at this moment. The animal's movements are slow and majestic—yet, an underlying fear pulls at the heart. An elephant is a gentle creature, but the sheer size of the animal is intimidating. The anxiety of not being in control. What if it goes berserk and throws you off? Believe me, things can go wrong. Won't blame you if you don't. Neither did I, till I had the misfortune of experiencing it first-hand.

  Things were fine on that faraway day in the past until Humpy decided he wanted to make a run for the lake. The animal went berserk. It must have been only five minutes, but the memory is still vivid. The ground-shaking and ear-shattering trumpet, as I clung on to the mammoth dodging the overhead tree branches, rings in my ears again. The mahout tried hard and failed. He jumped as we neared the lake saying something in his native language.

  I was too far gone to make any sense of his words. Next thing I know, Humpy flung me into the lake. The lake God saved me. I came out drenched in muddy water with a few bruises and weeds in my mouth. A shiver runs down my spine when I think of it now. Trust me, the heart rate goes a notch higher every time this memory comes up.

  Now you k
now the reason for my anxiety during the ride and why I am panicked at the sudden jerk and swaying movement.

  Like that day, the swerving SUV scared the life out of me and now I am stuck in the middle of nowhere. The beauty of the surroundings is of no relief. Nothing can soothe my nerves at this stage. Not a selfie moment, but still I take a snap and send it on my Crazy-nuts WhatsApp group, along with a pic of the reason for my trouble. If something happens, at least my friends will know where I spent my last few minutes. In the fifteen minutes standing here, no vehicles pass on either side of the highway.

  The inconsistent signal strength makes it difficult to search for my location on Google Maps. The frustration rises every time I have to tap on my mobile screen to reset the pointer. Before my patience wears out, the map shows up on the screen. There is no town on either side for quite some distance. As per the map, I am stranded on the section of I-84 which runs through the Nipmuck State Forest.

  Huffing and puffing will serve no purpose. The night is falling. The flat tire needs to be fixed—or will it be safe to stay and wait for help on the roadside? My anxiety increases by the minute. If only I can find a service station nearby? They may have a pickup truck. With poor signal strength, fiddling with the phone is of no help. My day gets better every second—the network connection goes bonkers and as a bonus, the battery display blinks red. No, no, please don't die on me. Not now. Any chance of getting help is dwindling fast.

  The approaching night leaves me with no choice. I adjust my glasses and trudge to the back to take the jack out. Now all I need to do is locate the place it needs to fit to raise the SUV. Once that is settled, I get the tools and the spare tire out. The tire is massive and heavy. A size I am not accustomed to, but I manage to pull the spare out and roll it to the side.

  While I struggle to figure out what to do, another black SUV appears on my side of the road. A flicker of hope rises. Yes, they may save me from hard labor. When I focus on the inmates of the approaching vehicle, my hope deflates. I see two men on the front seat and turn away, not wanting them to stop.

  In my life there is one general rule: if I need help from a stranger, I search for a family or a woman. A single man or an all-male group set all my alarm bells ringing. Not that I live in a world devoid of men—male colleagues make up ninety percent of the workforce in my field. However, in any non-professional situation, I would not let a man come within five feet of me. At least not any strangers on a road.

  It is too late. The SUV pulls over and two burly guys step out. Both over six feet with an athletic build. They are huge. I gulp as the difference between us becomes clearer when they come near. The tattoos on one man's right arm run-up to his wrists—a dragon winding down from the elbow to the wrist. My cheeks warm with the rush of blood. When they draw closer, my eyes widen. Had models walked out of a fitness magazine?

  For some reason, the inked man is staring at me from the moment he steps out of the vehicle. His eyes moving all over my body make me more nervous, triggering my natural defense mechanism against such men. I give him my best death stare. They are coming from the forest reserve. The only place around here with a lake. Their SUV has a boat strapped on the roof. A whiff of alcohol sweeps my nose when they stand near me.

  My pulse races; the self-preservation instincts go on alert. All the worst cases of sexual violence I have seen in my career flash into my mind. Stay calm, my mind reminds me yet again. My hands clutch the jack and hold it on the side like a sword; ready to swing if either of them makes a move. The chances of getting away from these two giants may be slim, but I can put up a fight.

  "Hi, is there a problem?" The guy with dark brown hair and tattoos asks me with a smile.

  "No, it is only a flat tire. I will manage."

  "Are you sure, miss? Can you pull that kind of weight? We could help." The man counters.

  What an MCP! Is he judging me for being smaller and softer because I am a woman? Back off, dude, this girl is accustomed to nuts, bolts, and drills. It will take some effort, but I can change the tires. The way the guy stares at me forces me to glare at him. I hope he gets the message. You do not mess with Ms. Geeky-Meeky.

  "We will do it for you." He ignores me and extends his hand to take the jack from me. After a few seconds of internal debate, I give in. A little help will save me some manual labor.

  They both work as a team to change the tire. I stand at a distance, with my purse clutched by my side and the zip to the outer pocket open. One hand on the pepper spray, in case they try something odd. Why am I worried? I have been in far worse, places around the world. Aren't they helping me? If they had any other motive, they would have taken their chance by now.

  Between the two, it takes fifteen minutes to get the SUV ready to drive. While they are at it, my eyes do not move away from the guy with the tattoos. He glances back. The smirk on his face tells me he gets away with a lot with women. Boy, you are wagging your tail at the wrong girl. I turn away, but my stupid eyes want to check if he is still staring. Shit!

  Why am I ogling him? I shouldn't or wouldn't stare at him. Which is it? There is a huge difference between the two. My inner voice is undecided. An unknown force stirs up strings in my mind, but years of 'safety first' in relationships prevent me from breaching the conversation barrier or relaxing around them.

  Keep scowling. I may school my face to shoot daggers at him but inside the urge to talk to the dark-haired one is strong. My lips stay sealed. My devious mind doesn't. It plays the naming game. When I don't know someone's name, I link them to a cartoon or a book character. Here, it is a toss-up between the Muppet's, Bert, and Ernie versus the Flintstones characters Fred and Barney. I settle on Fred for the dark-haired one, and Barney for the blond.

  "Well miss, you are all set to go. You will find a mechanic about ten miles from here. We would suggest you get the flat tire fixed."

  "Huh? Oh yes!" I wake up from my gawking. Barney guides me to the nearest service station.

  Fred keeps staring, trying to memorize me. Creep. Nervous with all the staring, I pull the lapels of my coat closer and focus my attention on Barney.

  "Thank you for your help. I should be going. It is a long ride to Boston." Oops, should not have mentioned where I was heading.

  "Wait, we don't know your name. I am Jon and this here is my friend Jason. We are also from Boston." Fred, who is Jon, does the introductions.

  My hands are on the door of the SUV. For a second, I debate whether I should respond. They helped me, so some courtesy is due.

  "I am Carol, nice to meet you and thank you once again."

  "Carol, what do you do in Boston?" Jon tries to get friendly.

  I am not one for roadside chit-chats with strangers. Time to push him off. "I am a karate coach. Now, if you will allow me, I need to get going." Perhaps, a little rude. Do I have a choice on this lonely stretch of the road? Hope Jonny boy gets the message. To reinforce the indirect hint to back off, I shut the door and turn the ignition. Before any more words come out of his mouth, I am off and back on the road again. A glance in the rear-view mirror confirms they are not following me.

  On the drive home somehow, my mind keeps going back to Jon. Why did his presence unsettle me? Not the alarm bells kind, but the boy-girl trouble kind. Do you want to start down that Shit road? My rational mind puts a lid on it. The inner voice again. Relationships are a strict no. What is the point of adding another scar? So, I file a mental note to self in my forebrain: no ogling inked men.

  Yeah, bad boys are interesting as long as they stay inside a romance novel. What? Don't label me. My wild side is camouflaged, coming out into the wild during my adventure trips. Are you up for bungee jumping off a cliff at Shotover Canyon in New Zealand, or volcano trekking in Java, Indonesia and yes, riding elephants in the backwaters of Kerala in India? I have done it all.

  That is as far as I let it go. My wild side i.e. With men, I stay clear and on the straight from every variety. No wild nights. No inked bad boys. No sports jocks. Not
even the sweet homely types. So where did the scars come from? We will need to be close friends to share that part of my life.

  Chapter 1: Break a Leg

  Jon

  "We are, we are the Tornados!"

  The fans in the stadium roar every time we have the ball. The stadium is a sea of purple with our team color. This is the final game of the season. If we win, we stay at the top of the division and get a bye to the divisional game. Light snow and the cold winds make playing a challenge. The adrenaline rush of making it to the playoffs if we win this game keeps us all going.

  It is the final quarter of play in the game against the Grizzlies. Twenty-seven points to six is a healthy lead. I am all pumped up, knowing the game doesn't end until the final whistle. Anything can happen. A few bad passes and the game will slip away from us.

  My mind blocks out the noise focusing on the next play. I rattle off instructions guiding my team as they take their spots. The center snaps the ball and sends it to me. The bodies slam against each other as the Grizzlies come for me. My offense blocks them out as I pass a short middle to Tim. He makes a clean catch and runs, but the tackle from the Grizzly defense makes sure we do not progress beyond seven yards. Tim hangs on to the ball.

  For the second and the three, I fake a throw to my wide receiver. As a quarterback, I am a marked man, so the window of opportunity is narrow. My mind is doing the calculations as my eyes scan the field for an unmarked receiver to pass the ball to. By the time Damon breaks free and creates a space for himself, the Grizzlies breakthrough. Two linebackers lunge at me as I jump up to throw the ball. For a moment, I am up in the air trying to go high, but don't make it as they block the sky out from my sight.

  After that, pain shuts everything out. My back lands on the ground, crushed by the Grizzly players on top. When the pileup clears, all I see on my left leg is blood, soaking my socks. My hands squeeze the part below my left knee, at the place it hurts the most. An effort to sit up sends immense pain shooting up to my hip. It gets worse as the pain blocks all sensations—I can't feel my foot. Fear sends my mind into a frenzy. Damn, am I done for the season?